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Please, I'm SorryI pulled away,
I pushed today,
This was not planned,
Look into my eyes,
The pain's too much to bear,
If you choose not to care,
I did not mean to,
Make you go through,
All of this,
Just for us to split,
Can't you see?
Just listen to me,
Or we will never have,
what was meant to really last.
Let's Start OverLets start over,
Lets pretend that none of this happened.
Give me one more chance.
We can work this out,
We can do what we said we would do,
and make this right again.
Come one lets start over from the beginning,
We can change everything that has happened.
We can do the right thing this time around.
Take my hand,
And I'll show you what you've missed.
Come on I'm not that hard to figure out.
Lets start over in this big world.
I'll love you, and you'll love me.
Nothing else will matter.
Maybe we'll take a closer look,
Maybe this time around we'll pay attention,
And find out all that we have missed.
Come one it's not too late
QuestionsI would love to tell you
but my heart won't let it out
Just what I am going through
and what this pain's about
I just can't seem to get past
How lonely inside I feel
How I feel rejected
How it makes me want to hide
Of all the things I've been through
rejection still stings so much
and all that I am longing for
Is your warm and loving touch
But something keeps getting in the way
Something I've done wrong today
And I know that you will always say
I'm doing something the wrong way
At least it seems to be clear
The way I want to hold you near
but that's not good enough I fear
do my words fall upon your ear?
Do you hear the pa
Where I'm FromWhere I'm From
I am from piggyback rides
And the fluffy stuffed animals that covered my bedroom floor.
I am from the messy sandcastles and slippery slides at Mason Park, Where I jumped from rock to rock.
I'm from that distasteful lake odor,
Where I tossed small pieces of bread into the water for the birds to eat.
I'm from the young, soft tabby cat
That once sat in my warm lap.
I am from the artistic hands,
That were passed down to me from my Great Grandpa Frank.
I'm from the completed books that I tossed in my opposite direction.
I am from the woody, aging trees
Whose branches I used to hang on.
I'm from the screaming,
Keep FightingKeep fighting,
And never let go.
Just hold on a little longer.
The time has come to prove what your worth.
It's time to show them how much you care.
For what you want,
You might just get it.
Even when you feel like giving up.
Never let go, never give up,
Just keep fighting.
It's time to take control,
It's time to make it right.
Come on we can do it,
Let's do this together,
And fight for what is right.
And never let go.
Just hold on a little longer.
Is It Really Worth It?Is it really worth it to bully some one?
To put someone down just so you can feel satisfaction,
To make someone feel so little of themselves.
Come on people,
You don't have to do that,
You don't have to beat someone up so you feel better.
Do you know that the words you say hurt?
Do you know that some people can't handle it?
You don't know that person,
You don't know what they are like.
It shouldn't matter what someone looks like on the outside,
Their personality is what matters the most
Because that shows who they are.
It is not worth it to bully.
It's not worth it at all.
If you don't like someone then that is your business,
RejectionWhen I was younger,
I never had any boyfriends,
Or talked to the boys I liked,
Because I was afraid of rejection.
Now that I look back on that,
I think it was stupid to be scared.
Especially over boys.
They aren't worth it.
But sometimes it is okay to be afraid.
Afraid that your father wont love you anymore.
Afraid that your mother won't care for your needs.
Afraid that you wont get a job.
Afraid of getting help.
Afraid that what you need,
You wont get.
There have been many days,
That I have just been rejected.
My own father has rejected me.
The person that could have helped me,
My own lover let me go,
Is this what I want to do?
I hit 'enter'
For your response.
Holding my head in my hands.
I trust you completely.
RoommatesI wish I could understand
why someone would demand
the things in life are free
somehow everyone owes something to me
so they take what is not theirs
sometimes taking in pairs
to steal what others have
why do you act like that
when someone works so much
to get all of their stuff
and you disrespect their space
are you if the human race
you make holes in my door
I cannot take much more
your needless dangerous childish games
yet you walk around without shame
there is no respect in your manor
live your life in a drug a blur
did you make a decision
is that how you function
Because of YouBecause of you I have changed,
Because of you I am afraid of what might happen.
I lost the person I was,
And I couldn't get her back.
I gave up trying,
Because you gave up on me.
Now this girl doesn't look back,
Now she looks at life in a whole new way,
This girl only cries when the world becomes too much for her.
This girl has lost her way, and found it again
All because of you.
Because of you I have changed,
And I know it's for the better.
Because of you I am afraid of what might happen,
But I go on with life anyway.
I lost the person I was,
And I found a whole new one.
I couldn't get the old me back,
But this new person w
SilenceLoved you long ago
But now I don't know
Where I want to go...
I used to be in love
But now I am in blood
It's just you I'm thinking of...
With you, there was happiness
Now it's just emptiness
Fell for someone who's heartless...
Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the violence?
Why does it hurt,
If this is just love?
Can you feel my heart beat?
Can you see me in defeat?
Can you hear my silence?
I don't know what to do
Thoughts revolve around you
Remember the "love you"'s
I remember I was in love
But now it is just blood
Do you know what is love?
Why am I always silent?
Why are yo
No TomorrowWhat if this is the last day?
When everything is turned upside down
When you start to miss the things that doesn’t exist
Still hoping for tomorrow to become present
What if there is no room anymore?
No space to dwell inside
And spirit that you strengthened all your time
Is released to the starved hollow
What if all the writings will be erased?
No one will remember anymore
The history of love, wars and dreams will fade
And to set the memorials will be impossible
What if you suddenly realized?
Today is the day when all the lies will be exposed
The blinding truth will fall with its weight
People are too dead to live
What if there is no
Find AnewI look at myself everyday
To what has come to me
You at me, but truth won't lie
The scars that remain
It's time to move on
But it all starts in the heart
Can't understand the person I am
There is someone that can see who I am
Where I came from, where I am heading
Bus rides heading to university and going home
I want you to come and sit next to me
To see life as how I see
Alone I am not, with you my life will change again
When I first saw you, there in Waterloo
I didn’t have the chance to talk to you because you were with your friends and I was with mine
It was two years ago and I thought I would never see you again
My Words DisappearI have something I wish to say
But drowned by the noise, my voice fades away
I have something I want to make known
But away with the wind, it's once again blown
I have something that's important to me
But nothing I do will get them to see
I have something I want people to hear
But lost in crowd, my words disappear
Look at me and pray do tell
What in me you think you know so well
I am never what I appear to be
I chose very carefully what you will see
Minute by minute I change my face
I change my colors with well taught grace
From early on I learned to fade away
Become invisible, no longer prey
So look very closely and you will see
A reflection only of what you want me to be
A magic image of your desire
Hidden behind the darkling fire
My Wish for YouA love that lifts up to the heavens
A love that superbly never ends
A love that you only find to be true
One that makes you come unglued
I wish that, you could find this
A love overcome with pure bliss
but remember once you find it
hold on tightly every minute
In all that can be said and done
I hope that you will find your "one"
Your happiness must come from another
love you deserve will be like no other
Someone who will show your worth
And give love's meaning a second birth
Someone who treasures your heart and soul
A person you feel you always know
Some troubles, will come and go
But stick together and far you'll go
I miss youWhere have you been sweet lady? I have so much to tell you! Things are finally turning around and I want to share it! I wish to give you a piece of my happiness, for surely it will lighten your load. The words you speak pierce my heart and sew it back together. You help to give me strength to get through another obstacle. Your encouraging words are a beacon of light to which I am drawn, and I feel lost at not having heard from you. Please know that I treasure you. Come back soon!
MESSMy heart is aching, breaking inside,
The pain I feel I can no longer hide,
You push the fact and I tell you how I feel,
And now I'll know if this was truly real,
Maybe you will understand this time,
why there are things I choose to hide,
I tried to explain as nicely as I could,
Praying you'd get it, but you never would,
So here it is plain and simple as can be,
The pain others has caused still echos inside me.
It comes and goes at the most inconvenient time,
I was worried if I told, you might loose your mind.
The things that bring your smile,
are things that sometimes bring me tears,
I have tried to make it stop but,
Pouring my heart outYOU ARE NOT ALONE,
did you hear me?
You are not alone!
It is not your fault,
It isn't, hey, DID YOU HEAR ME?
Are you listening?
There is hope!
There is love,
Happiness is a choice
but you have to try to overcome the pain first,
you have to decide that whoever hurt you is not worth your anger
That you WILL NOT let them control your life or emotions
That you are stronger than they are
BECAUSE YOU ARE A BETTER PERSON
Because you are loved
Because you would never hurt someone the way you have been hurt
You are hope,
It's there, I can see it in you.
I can feel it in your words and yes,
even in your pain.
I know that you can d
On My Midnight StrollOn a summer night too hot to sleep
I decided to walk a path in the deep
I could always follow it back to my keep
On my midnight stroll
The full moon lit up the skies
With the help of fireflies
As I watched they twinkled by
On my midnight stroll
How is it possible for such things to exist
Shadows in the night reflections of bliss
a place so perfect for a romantic kiss
On my midnight stroll
Do you know?How can it be
so hard to see
things you call nit picky
Add up inside painfully
I wish you would just understand
All that it takes is holding my hand
Showing you miss me would be nice
A simple kiss on the lips would suffice
I need affection I thought I was clear
Didn't I tell you didn't you hear?
I apologize it must be my fault
That's why I locked my heart in a vault
I gave you the key, the only one I had
And I explained to you what I had planned
you must have forgotten how important it is
for all the little thing to add up to bliss
Have I lost you where and how did you go
I thought you loved me, was I wrong do you know?
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More