Alone and broken
Afraid of the dark
In Lingering darkness
The Scary Ones Hark
The words that Echo
Again and again
That poison my being
Bring depression again
The cloudy days are sadness
They are so long and dark
And my mind is so scattered
That the voices again start
The ones that say I’m useless
The ones who call me weak
The ones that tear my heart out
And in the darkness creep
But no one understands
Why these can’t be ignored
What power they have over
How they collect and horde
They bury my happy
My joy laughter and smiles
Feel like finding a corner
And staying there a while
My eyes become wet
At the anxiety I feel
As I kn
This side of our life is such a lonely place
Always fighting, never right time or place
I get up in the morning and wake our children
Hop in the shower and break up their fighting
I feed them breakfast as they argue some more
As I wish for peace and miss you who I adore
As we leave a little late everyday
I miss you and wish I had time to stay
We pass by in the morning, 10 minutes at most
And I'm usually trying to choke down my toast
You sleep while I work, so all day I miss you
I try to stay happy but tears keep pushing through
So I hold on so tightly to why I fell in love
I hardly ever see my perfect match from above
Lately things seem diffe
How is it possible to not feel alive to feel so alone in this life
When depression rolls in with its cynical grin and fills your heart with strife
Sleep will not come my heart feels dead
All of these bad thought poison my head
I cannot escape being my own worst enemy
And loved ones can't save me, not even from me
The tears want to roll, but they stay locked within
And I look so normal hiding all this pain from them
I can't feel my heartbeat, my pleasures are gone
Why can't I stop this, I don't like feeling wrong
As this darkness surrounds me it seems no one understands
This is not their fault, this was not in their plans
The emptiness grows d
You tell me that you love me,
Do you know what that means,
I'm worried you don't understand,
The feelings that this brings,
How do I know if you mean,
The same thing that I do,
When I tell you that I love you,
It doesn't just mean I'll be true,
It means that I'll be by your side,
Though storms will come and go,
And that there is a place for you,
My heart will always know,
It means that we're connected,
Both in my heart and soul,
And that I am committed,
Where ever you go I'll follow,
This is a place where few may tread,
The way you've been invited,
The only way to end my love,
Is if you wish we were departed,
I do not wish to frighten you,
I
Of all the times I though I was right,
of all the times I've stayed up at night,
I am so glad to have found the one,
who makes me whole, now life's begun,
this time I'll take it as slow as I can,
I don't want to mess this up again,
it's not always been me, but it takes two,
and the way that you get it, these feelings are new,
I love the way you hold my hand,
the way we talk every minute we can,
the way you melt my fears away,
and how just seeing you can make my day,
the root beer barrel color of your eyes,
the way there is nothing I can find to despise,
the smallest thing like the noises you make,
are the things that make my he
You are my dark angel though no one knows,
And it is our secret, my hunger still grows,
I dream of your kisses and of what you would do,
if ever there is a spare moment for us two.
It stays on my mind both in night and day,
and I wish that it could all be some other way.
In a perfect world where I could feel like this,
and could spread to the world what a pleasure this is
but I must stay silent I cannot share such bliss,
as you belong to another, while I long for your kiss,
I so wish I had found you, earlier though
when this would be easy, at least a bit more so.
There is a place where my heart is naive,
And pain is something it cannot perceive,
But life is not fair, it never has been really
especially in love and in these feelings
and then come the questions of future to be
Does he only want what he can't have from me
and once this one gets it then what will he do
will he be the next to give up on me too
If there is a plan and a purpose it seems
this could really be the right man of my dreams
I don't want to give up on this whole love thing
how will I find truth and what will it bring?
So far it's brought pleasure and also brought pain
brought me to tears and picked me up again
the pai
VOCÊ NÃO ESTÁ SOZINHO,
Você me ouviu?
VOCÊ NÃO ESTÁ SOZINHO!
Não é sua culpa,
Não é,Ei!,VOCÊ ME OUVIU?
Você está ouvindo?
Há esperança!
Há amor,
Felicidade é uma escolha
Mas você tem que tentar superar a dor primeiro,
Você tem que decidir que quem quer que te machucou não é digno de sua raiva
Que você NÃO DEIXARÁ que eles controlem sua vida ou emoções
Que você é mais forte que eles
PORQUE VOCÊ É UMA PESSOA MELHOR
Porque você é amada
Porque você nunca machucaria